Saturday, April 21, 2007.

Currently feeling.. Emotionless.

Any minute all the pain will stop. Just hold me close inside your arms tonight,don't be too hard on my emotions.


Cause i need time. My heart is numb; has no feeling, so while i'm still healing, just try and have a little patience.


This is the story of my life, these are the lies i have created. I'm in the middle of nothing and it's where i want to be, i'm at the bottom of everything and i finally start to leave...


You go to her because she's easy
& she lets you do it cause it makes her feel wanted
but deep down you know that she means nothing to you.
you have a key
oh & while your sleeping with her just pretend its me
because what is true
is that I won't ever make love to you.
& it's funny how she thinks its "real"
like its a relationship
& its sad how you don't even care how she feels.


No matter how many times they say your too good for him
or how much of a jerk he is.
You can't stop loving him.
He just does something to your heartbeat



and she sits alone crying onher bed wishing&wonderingwhat on earth she did todeserve all this pain


i wish i could run away.leave all this pain behind.but that's just like me...to give up when things get hard.


I woke up with tears in my eyes;the kind that you cry but you don't know why


I smile for sometime, a smile which holds every single thing I wish you didn't do, because later it fades away. With one drop of my silent tear, leaving nothing but your sweet memories which I also wish didn't exist because it makes me cry.


theres one love in a live time,of two hearts of a kind;;these three reasons you'll be mine,four and five and six are through,seven days without you.

9:57 PM
NICOLE♥