Sunday, April 22, 2007.
fall in love or fall in hate.
get inspired or be depressed.
make babies or make art.
speak the truth or lie and cheat.
dance on tables or sit in the corner.
life is divine chaos.
embrace it.
forgive yourself.
breathe.and enjoy the ride.
one day you'll wake up and realize you really do love her
and she`ll be waking up next to the one who already knew.
im scared to death.
im nervous,
i'm shy
i don't know what to do
im madly in love with you.
he isnt my boyfriend,
but i love his hugs,
his smile,
his advice,
his love,
his kindness & the times we laugh together.
i guess i fell in love with our friendship.
And it only hurts,
when you cry I'm only sad,
when there's tears in your eyes
I can't lie and say I'm fine
But it only hurts,
when you cry
It's too late baby,there's no turning around
I've got my hand in my pocket and
my head in a cloud this is how i do when i think about you
i never thought that you
could break my apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hold of my heart.
if you're over me,
i'm already over you if it's all been done,
what is left to do how can you hang up if the line is dead if you're moving on,
i'm already gone
there's something about you that makes my heart beat faster
maybe its the way you look at me
maybe its the way your smile makes me smile.
so far, so good so
what happens to us now?
something about the way you looked at me
tonight makes me wonder what's going on,
will it be this was tomorrow?
Love is a dangerous pastime
Caught between madness and gladness of flight
Nothing is wrong and nothing is right
Falling asleep in your arms every night
Just one touch is all it takes &
I'm floating high above the clouds.
One look & my mind wanders off to how it could be in the future.
One smile & I'm smiling for the rest of the day.
He can do things to me that no one ever has before & I like it..
I like liking him.
All around this room tonight now
there's nothing we can do to make each other feel alright.
Instead of trying to tell me how to be,
just focus on tomorrow instead of on me.
She fell asleep on her pillow,
crying softly.
She needed him, she needed him terribly.
when no one realizes the pain you feel,
when no one understands,who do you run to?
where do you go?
what's my purpose anymore?
i hate this life.
everything is so wrong and fucked up.
I have nothing left.
Everyday i'm not as strong,
and everyday i cry a little more,
i just want to know if this life is worth it in the end.
not a day has gone by where i haven't thought about you.
Sometimes when you're so sad for so long,
You don't see the beauty right in front of you.
Sometimes the pain is so strong,
It swallows your good sense.
If you really had the chance of
being his girlfriend,would you?
To tell you the truth, I wouldn't.
I couldn't risk the fact that I might
lose everything we already had.
Incase you didn't notice,
whenever I see you I walk away
because I want to forget about you,
just like you forgot about me.
My words they don't come out right
But I'll try to say i'm happy for you
I think I'm going to take that drive
I want to give you something
I have wanted to give to you for years
My heart
Throughout your life you’ll meet the one guy unlike any other.
You can talk to him whenever you’re bored,
tell him anything and never be judged.
A best friend, a boyfriend, a true love.
Stop planning your life and let it plan itself.
Quit trying to find the perfect guy and let them find you.
If you don’t want drama, then don’t talk shit.
Things are only as complicating as you make them.
Let's run away to a place where the air tastes like rain and the sun shines like Sunday morning. You bring your laugh and I'll bring my sense of humor, and we can taste the days, one week after another.
10 shaking fingers trace my
9 fading scars. they run over the
8 new open wounds. within
7 minutes i start loosing my sight
6 times i almost black out
5 more minutes and i know ill be gone. the
4 pillows proping me up start to fall as
3 tears slide down my cold cheeks from my
2 red swollen eyes filled with tears and pains
1 life taken, never to be missed.
the best things happen when you dont try
or wish on an eyelash,
just open your heart to a strange thing.
Is it wrong to assume that you missed me?
Because the look in your eyes says it all;
you miss me more than anything <3
All along I've been saying,
"I want to get over you,I want to get over you!"
Well now that it's actually happening,
I feel like I'm losing you & in that,losing a part of myself.
And now you want somebody to cure the lonely nights;
you wish you had somebody that could come & make it right.
But boy, I'm not someone with a lot of sympathy.
When I lost you, I also lost the smile on my face.
no more sleepless nights alone. this bed is better without you.
no more waiting up for calls. i've got nothing left to say to you.
I lost a piece of me in you,I think I left it in your arms.
I forget the reasons I got scared,But I remembered that I cared quite alot.